It is indeed true that life is just a reflection of who we are.
I don't deny that. My life in the past 25 years was a series of roller coasters.
Now I want to claim back the lost years. I want to enjoy my liberation. No more concern about the human race. As it is, I want to do whatever I like, starting with writing whatever I like.
That is the beginning of my liberation. I want to simply write without having to even look back at the last sentence.
Hence I do my best to write my heart out without remorse so that I can keep up with my thoughts. Thus it will be a current thought as much as possible.
That's it for me. This is the least I expect my life to be. I have to start living in the present, rather in the future.
So what if my present is very limited? With my thoughts, I create my world. I am not keen to go with the rat race. So what if I am a pauper? I eat well and I have an ample supply of cigarettes.
That sounds like a winning plan for me. It will be different if I am compensated for what I did. Since that doesn't happen, I march along.
Therefore my mission statement is to FLOW and time will FOLLOW.
No faith in the human race. I got my lot. That is good enough. With the rest of the beings constituting my population, I will forgo the human population. I was expecting everybody to band together. Far from it. Humans are only interested in self-preservation.
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